Hawaii is lookin good about now!

I am trying not to freak out. I feel myself becoming into panic attack mode and I really dont know why. I had a good "day" and then my night has pretty much sucked. Work sucked. When I got home, I got mad about some things. I was thinking (not about what you'd think) and all of a sudden I think I am having a panic attack lol. Actually its not funny at all but I dunno what else to say because I feel so ridiculous right now and I really dont know what to think. Funny thing is I am barely thinking right now. I am like I need to blog. I just need to type. I think I need to get away, dont you?